Sometimes when you're wrong.

Sometimes when you did something wrong, you'll not notice it until someone starts to show you faces telling that you are the one that breaks their heart.... you know.
When you know it, you tried to apologize, and sometimes, it doesn't work.
Especially when the person starts to say something that it feels like something is stabbing straight through your heart. You stunned there, and other people just ask you to GO AWAY or it's ok, they can handle it...
When you feel helpless, you can only say ..."ok..." and went back, emo, sad, sorrow.
No matter how many times, how many sorry(s) you've told, it's just not enough.
But when the person came and apologize to you for being too bad, you'll smile. Like an angel :)

kthxbai.

Chinese lesson is fun.

My friend and i are having mandarin class today, and the teacher gave us homework. So my friend, i call her H, she lies on the table and looks like she's sleeping, the teacher "sneak attack" her and grab her neck from behind, H jumped up and shouted "YERHHHH"

Teacher: WOIHHHH! Wake up!! *Grabs H neck*
H : *Jumps up immediately* YERRHHHHH~! Scared me to death.
Teacher: Not yet die !
H : Hahahahah!! No laa~~
Teacher: You very pampered (Manja) hor you??
H : Heeheee... No la~~

After teacher's gone..

H : Walaoo! I want to sleep but teacher come and disturb me~! Scared me to death!
Everyone : NOT YET DIE LA!

kthxbai.

The STUDY and EXAM and RESULT thing.

Maybe i wasn't hardworking enough, maybe i did not put in enough afford. This is what they say, slacking every time. I can't believe that it happened to me.

It's a government test to test the student's level and they say if this exam is hard, the assessment paper will be easy. Maybe the person who started this assessment-paper-will-be-easy thing just wanted to comfort you. So naive.

 I wasn't in the mood to study, good students aren't PERFECT, they're not GOD. There's always good and bad for everything. Even a priest sin, even a good student became a bad student, even a good husband cheats, even a good friend of yours back stab you. Anything could happen, it's the same for the results of a good student.

I really hate the world GOOD STUDENT, but it's really hard to try and ignore it too. Every time people asks you,

"Hey nich, have u studied yet? "
And if you reply the word NO, they'll be like..
"No waaaaay, you're a GOOD STUDENT!"

Then why ASK?!!! Since you think you've know the answer, WHY ASK?

Or another situation is...
"Hey, nich, have u studied yet?"
"NO."
"Aiyahhh, GOOD STUDENT didn't study ? True or not. Don't lie okay. "

Who the heck wanna lie?

.....

The worst moment in school is knowing that there's exam; the worse moment of after knowing that there's exam is study; the worse moment after study is exam day, the worse moment after exam day is RECEIVING YOUR RESULTS. Especially when parents go to your school, and receive your result slip themselves during Parent's day. And that's when all your GOODs and BADs will reach your parent's ear, and they can see your TRUE SELF. BUAHAHAHA.

I loved to observe all the faces after everyone received their papers. There'll be ....

"Shit, my mum will definitely kill me this time.."
or...
"Wow, i can't believe i get so good result for this one, i thought I'll fail this."

That's something common you'll find in good classes.

1) Shit, Die, MUM KILL, Damn, Fail, CRY.
2) Yay, A's, Grades, High marks, Happy, Celebrate, WOOHOO, Mum happy.


kthxbai.

The perfect mum.

The world most beautiful mother is here.
You are watching her. :)

Mum, happy bday! I love you :D

The quiet boy.

Have you noticed something? Yes, the guy that sits at the corner of the classroom, couldn't blend together with the others. It's not a new environment for him, it's not a new world for him, it's the same old classroom, his classroom.

But why he always keeps his mouth shut? Why couldn't he blend with the others? He can talk, yes, he's not dumb, not deaf, not blind, not lame. He's like any other normal school kids. Everyone approach him, makes him laugh, cares about him, all he do is SMILE. Because he seldom talk, everyone long to hear his voice. We don't know what to do to make him speak, to make him open his mouth and maybe say something, make the whole class laugh.

He obeys everything. Everything. Except for those, Impossible. Words spoken out from his mouth are UBER precious, like gold. When he speaks, it's like a big news for everyone.

The quiet boy, he's the genius in our class. People don't bully him, they respect and plays with him. He's always showing us his smile, and his words, cost more than you can ever imagined.

He speaks softly, he's not rough, once he finished saying a sentence, he closes his mouth and stop speaking. We wanted to hear more, but that's all he wants to say. That boy, that quiet boy, sits at the corner of the classroom because he's a tall guy. A tall and shy guy, maybe he's not shy, just don't want to speak, couldn't blend in with us.

He haunched his back when he walks, that's him, the quiet boy.

Playing around with my patience and my mind.
My teeth are betraying me,
they hurt so much that it kills.
Cavity cavity, i hate you.

Why people likes dslr

Why people like dslr?

For me.....I SAID, FOR ME, people like dslr because...

1) You look cool with it.

2) It has lots of settings that u can play with

3) You will take better quality pictures

4) It's expensive.

5) Changeable lens

1#

Look cool with it

So u bought a DSLR and you started going to the park or any public places to take picture, people would look at you, and just walks away, or maybe thinking you're doing some kind of job. BUT, try and think, if you're holding a small digital camera and crawling on the floor taking a picture of a little ant (macro shot), people would think like... Is this guy mad? Once again, take note, THIS IS ALL MY POINT OF VIEW.

2#
Lots of settings.
DSLR camera is not like any other digital camera, it has lots of settings, auto, manual, aperture, shutter, ISO...etc. Could play with it and have lots of experience and fun.

3#
Better quality pictures.

Visited a DSLR user's blog, i love to see his photos, they're all so amazing and nice! It's all taken using DSLR D90. Very cool eh? For normal digital camera, it's hard to get totally blur and focus at the exact point you want.

Just look at that SCENERY SHOT!! So beautiful.

4#
Expensive.

People love DSLR because it's EXPENSIVE. Hell yeah, cheapest price for a dslr camera is RM1,000+ Maybe that's just for the camera body only. Who says its cheap to own something that you can use FOREVER and good quality?

5#

Changeable lens.

You can change to lens and get different shots. Like, for wider angles, or better macro, for digital camera, the lens is FIXED. If you take out, the camera dies. There's no such thing for digital cameras. 

kthxbai.